bout meeh!

I am Fatima.

My friends call me Fat for short.

When I’m bored with that, I use ♥dhrEi♥ instead.

I’m stuck in this world since July 13, 94.

I used to like pink and black, but now, I prefer any color as long as it pleases my eyes.

I love writing especially making stories. With that instance, I’m starting to believe that “Every author writes his own autobiography.” I don’t care if I waste my time writing on my diary; it’s just that I am afraid to forget those special memories.

I became a camwhore since I realized that
browsing pictures of yesterday would be fun.

Now, I assure that I won’t miss that occasion without any photographs.

I love sweets but I prefer ice cream than chocolates.

I am a music lover.

I like music because of its melody, beat, rhythm and LYRICS.

I live by quotes that explain exactly what I am going through.

I’m in love to those profiles who has amazing stuffs. From describing themselves to the words they use.

I hate profiles that are private.

I can’t see if there’s something interesting in there and worth adding to.

I hate nonsensical things. It makes me feel bored.

Don’t ask me what’s wrong when you’re not ready to lend me your ears.

When you listen to me, I don’t want any disruption especially when it’s about your stuff! Don’t try to make a joke when I’m completely angry, you might regret it! When I tell something to you privately, I don’t want you to ask me if it’s a secret. It’s obvious, stupid! I don’t want rumors going about me, it's offending. Learn how to care about my feelings if you don't want to be erased in this world! xD

I hate it when you force at something i don't want! I won't let anybody, even YOU, control my life! duh, it's mine, not yours! i love expressing my thoughts through writing especially if i wanna keep to myself. If you're not involved in my problem, don't just stand there and stare at me, you have to do something! LOL

i say it when i like you, i keep it when i hate you! :]]

Even if we're bestfriends, you also have to understand the fact that i have some stuffs to keep to myself. it's part of being a girl, ya know! Because of my charm (echoz!), i have tons of friends and a few bestfriends. If i'm not mistaken, they're 5. I so so hate people when they judge me when it comes to boys! I have 3 boyfriends-- i mean boy bestfriends. and I love them! nopthing more nothing less.Some of us think that boys just want to have fun, well, i guess you're wrong. Not all of them are easy go lucky. Actuallly, when it comes to serious matters, i tend to go for boys to ask for advices. I feel more comfortable with them. I'm not shy to cry in front of them, I'm just me when I'm with them.

I am fun to be with and secretive. I am difficult to fathom and to be understood but a good listener. That’s one thing I can be proud of! You can console me easily. I am very much concerned about other peoples' feelings. I am tactful. I am very friendly and approachable. I am very emotional, temperamental and unpredictable. I am witty. I treat others equally. I have a very strong sense of sympathy. I am wary and sharp. I don't judge people by its cover; I judge them by my observations. I love

being alone. I always brood about the past and the old friends. I love putting random stuffs on my mind. I never look for friends, they find me. I communicate well and able to bring disparate groups together.

. I love being loved. They say that my destiny lies in writing, speaking, acting, or teaching because I am imaginative and unique. I am a total optimist; I am enthusiastic about life and living. I am friendly and social - and people are taken by my charm. My purpose here is to inspire, motivate, and raise others' spirits. At times, I am a bit superficial, unfocused and too easygoing. I’ve never been to any relationship since birth; but love easily.

It’s easy for me to accept someone into my heart.

I am sympathetic, kind, and communicative. When other people don't get me, they see me as incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive which is very untrue. I stay in love for a long time, even if I am not loved back. When I fall, I fall hard.

I often find myself restless - and I have a lot of questions about life.

My biggest problem is making sure that I finish the projects I start.

Love of my life

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Don't read this. You might fall in love with me. LOL xD

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

1. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

1. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

1. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?--- ayt!
   

1. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Some things about me YOU might not know.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control.Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Trust No One

here's a question..

if you have many suitors or admirers, does it mean that you are maarte or kerengkeng(sorry for the term but it's the truth)?

hindi ako maganda o tulad nung ibang babae jan na maraming tigahanga kasi maganda sila. sa tingin ko naman nadedevelop lang sila sa akin kasi friends kami. mas marami kasi akong friends na lalaki kesa girls kasi tingnan mo naman, 5 lang kaming girls sa classroom. ung 3 hindi ko pa ganung close. may pagkasuxal, kikay or whatever ung 3 na un, eh aq mejo boyish kya sa boys ako sumasama.siguro sa girls, masasabi kong ako pinakafriendly sa classroom, ayoko kasi ng may kaaway dun, mahirap yata makipagiwasan noh(lol), kya kasundo ko lahat. as in super close, khet ung bad boys ng room.. so pag nagkakatuksuhan, ako sinsabi nilang crush sa classroom. pero tama bang husgahan ka, lalo na ng MALAPIT mong kaibigan. alam naman niya na isa lng gusto ko eh, pero bket gnun, hinuhusgahan pren nia ako.. tinanong ko kasi siya, "anong course ba balak mong kuhanin?" sabi nia, wala pa daw, eh ako daw ba? sv ko, "di ko pa rin alam eh. marami kasi akong pinagpipilian. di ko pa alam kung no gusto ko ngayon.:", nagulat ako sa reply nia kc ang sv, "para bang ung mga lalaki mo?".. naoffend ako sa sinabi niya. dati, may nagsasabi sking gnun, pero hindi ko kaclose, prang jinajudge lng nila ako based sa mga naririnig at nakikita nila. di nman nila ako kilala wah, para husgahan ako ng ganun. pero di ko ineexpect na sa kanya ko pa maririnig un. one of my TRUSTED friends. alam nga niya ung biggest secretr ko weh, na sakanya ko lang sonabi. kila chet hindi ko din sinabi! see, that's how much i trust him. pero parang binigo niya ako. ung sinabi niya sken na un, mga april 27 pa. pero hanggang ngayon, parang may sakit pa rin. nakakaasar lang. akala mo kilala ka na, pero hindi pa pala. shet!!!